"Have I truly been reborn Or is this just an illusion",He went to Tongzhou with carefully selected gifts, but was beaten into a cripple in the end. His hands were crushed and his knees were shattered, leaving him depressed for an extended period of time, even contemplating suicide.,For the next twenty years, he lived like a dog, being ridiculed and scorned, even resorting to begging for a living.。